I lay my love on you..

2010-10-11T23:09:00.000-07:00

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2010-08-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

full of noobs or fool of pros?

2010-08-12T03:12:00.001-07:00

I will be on top just watching you fall......

2010-07-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

失恋根本不需要难过，真正难过的是他，因为你失去的是一个不爱你的人，而他失去的却是一个爱他的人。
同样，我失去的只是一个不在乎我的人，或者说我从来都没有失去过。因为你从来不曾在乎我，而你失去的却是我对你关心和在乎。
我会发着呆然后忘记你，接着紧紧闭上眼，想着那一天会有人代替，让我不再想念你。

2010-07-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

我也许是只历经沧桑的蟑螂,或是把寂寞的苍蝇拍。但我却还是那个我，一个漫步于城市灰色钢架下的小孩。

人总是这样，好了伤疤，忘了疼。
究竟到了什么时候，才能学乖?
人生不过数十载，每个人却注定跳出的不同的舞姿。
人经历沧桑的年纪，越来越小。
一个朋友告诉我这个时代是不适合孩子的。
想想也是啊。。。。
我们像是过了河的小卒，没有后路。
只能踏上那条不归路，被别人踩过又踩的老路。
如果往左走，可能会被象宰了。
如果往右走，也许会被炮轰了。
如果胆怯，往回走，只怕会被淹死吧。

2010-07-08T06:52:00.000-07:00

I can't and wont go on
Living in the memory of your song....

2010-07-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

I am still thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I have drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

Can you feel me?
Imagining I am looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you are so far
Like a distant star

I am wishing on tonight
I will give my all to have
Just one more day with
Your body next to mine
cause I can't let go on
Living in the memory of your song

2010-05-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

Counting....5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1...........................bYes:D

2010-05-16T14:02:00.001-07:00

感情的開始... 有人會想用承諾去套牢一個人

有人會想用行動去感動一個人

有人會想用甜言蜜語去迷惑一個人

我們會發現

年紀越輕.越容易給承諾.......

像是我會愛你到永遠,

我永遠都不會變心

但等年紀慢慢大了..

我們卻也漸漸害怕給承諾

因為經歷太多受過傷害

所以

我們害怕給.也怕接受

可是心裡對它卻還那一絲絲的期待

或許年輕的時候

對感情總是有那一股腦的熱情

想要表達出來讓對方知道..

想想當初那股傻勁, 真是可愛的好笑

事隔多年再問問自己, 後悔這麼愛過嗎?!

我想我們的答案都是一樣的..

雖然曾經為了承諾努力過也被傷過,

但我們卻沒有後悔這樣愛過付出過..

這也是愛情令人著迷的地方不是嗎?!~

在付出的同時, 我們也得到了快樂

只要看到對方輕輕的一笑

這一切的一切都足夠了

你還在害怕再去愛嗎?!

想想當初的自己,想想當初那份你付出的心情,

如果只是因為上一段感情的不完美

而恐懼再碰觸愛情,

那是很不值得的

每個人都想被愛

但你也要先懂得享受你自己在付出的過程呀~

因為它會幫我們

瞭解這段感情是曾經如此美好過,

自己為了這份感情如此用心執著過

去享受也去體會..慢慢會發現..

愛情美好的並不全是因為它的"結果" 而是"過程"

選擇你所愛的...愛你所選擇的...^^

心因為寬容顯得真實

愛因為寬容才被看見

幸福是懂得原諒才開始的

世界上有好多好多用心付出愛情的人但得到的呢??

再多的難過、傷心、心痛

卻無法擊倒這些付出愛的人!!

即使愛的人對自己傷了多大的心，

他們總會安慰自己，

下次他一定不會這樣對我的，

所以再原諒他一次吧!!

還是很想好好掌握自己的幸福，

卻寧願只求留在對方身邊，愛~~真的好苦~好苦~

某一天，我體悟到痛哭失聲是怎樣的，

當一個人看到自己最愛的男人(女人)

擁著另一個女人(男人)

從你面前走過時的那種心情，

我想那是心最痛最痛的時候吧!!

傷害一個愛你的人我想也是最痛苦的吧!!

我傷了一個愛我的人，痛苦的不只是他，我也不好?

明明知道他是那麼的對你好，

卻忍的下心來傷害他，

但不愛他不是應該立刻告訴他嗎?

長痛不如短痛不是嗎?

即使被愛比愛人幸福，

但他只不過失去一個不在乎他的人，

而我卻失去一個愛我的人，哪一個損失較大呢?

真愛的付出，是很容易，

但要收回卻要花好多的時間，

愛情究竟是一個如何難懂的東西呀!!

傻傻的愛，傻傻的等，到頭來卻是一場空.........

凡是真正重要的東西..一定伴隨著痛苦免不了..

就好比獨自所感受的孤獨..

絕 ............

幸福是懂得原諒才開始的

2010-05-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

你可以掩饰你的伤心，但却掩盖不了自己内心的痛苦。

2010-04-15T02:55:00.000-07:00

DO u ever know that when your are gone...that`s when i truely understood the another meaning of CRUSH.............

2010-04-05T02:31:00.000-07:00

Hey.......i really miss u....
the sky outside rains again....
i dont know where to begin
to say the words i wanna tell u
did u miss me like i did
if we never meet
i wont have the past
wont have the sorrow
but if there is if
i will still love you
but hoping the ending will be...................................................................................................................different.....:)

2010-04-03T06:16:00.000-07:00

If I got down on my knees If I cross a million oceans just to be with you.
Would you ever let me down.
If I climb the highest mountain just to hold you tight.
If I said that I would love you every single night.
Would you ever let me down.
If I swam the longest river just to call your name.
If I said the way I feel for you would never change.
Would you ever fool around.
Well I´m sorry if it sounds kind of sad´
just that worry I´m so worry that you let me down.
Because I love you
love you so don´t let me down.

I will love you as long as i can.....although you don`t...

2010-04-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

Thing at the worst will mend.....:`)

2010-03-26T07:21:00.000-07:00

爱一个人
需要缘份
你何苦让自己
越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真
去碰触不安的灵魂
每一天只能痴痴的等

爱一个人
别太认真
你受伤的眼神
令人心疼
没有一个人
非要另一个人
才能过一生
你又何苦逼自己

爱若变成了刺
思念也成了痴
也许心碎是爱情最美的样子

我知道你很难过
感情的付出
不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做
爱才能长久
这道理有一天你会懂
昨天是恋人
今天说分手就分手
别问你的痛
要怎么解脱
多情的人注定
伤得比较久

2010-03-12T09:14:00.000-08:00

argh...........im sick....n the feeling sucks man....cant run 2.4......cant even think,just lyk a useless old man....god shall punish the person who make me ill....=.=.....jk............

2010-03-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

wth.....another no sleep day and night....haha...........and later in the morning need to go sku for dunoe wad thing(dunoe how to spell)and now is 6.....while as usual......everytime i dun sleep...i wear my clothes and went outside....looking at the dark sky..and the sound of few cars...thinking the past...sometime future....the feeling of sitting alone on a wooden chair and enjoy the fresh air is really cool lor.....although the one i wan sit beside,is not beside me i will wait..until got one person willing to sit beside about 3.am under my house....haha..............so crazy .....oh ya....the one i thinking rite now shall be sleeping ba.....haix....had to go wash my face liao...if not later sure sleep one.....

2010-03-12T08:56:00.000-08:00

when a drop of tear appear in my eye....it doesn`t just present tears...it show how a heart in break into pieces...so i had to use super glue to glue it back and place metal strips that has diameter of 1m to hide my scar...so no one will notice it...........................oh ya i was ill becoz of tat....hiax......tat day was so damn cold and i turn my air-con to 16(lowest ba)...wth......dunoe why....maybe i was thinking of gain some heat when huging my pillar ba...haha....................................................................................................................................................when tears drop on your pillar ,dun rub it.we shall let it be,and sleep......when we wake up the next morning....the pains,hurts,love will vanish as it evaproate into air....maybe it will travel to the personn ba....

2010-03-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

If ruler say yes,im willing...........

2010-02-27T02:30:00.000-08:00

Do you ever notice that is a fool thinking of you,whole day long?

2010-02-21T03:02:00.001-08:00

past cant never be past...过去始终不会过去

2010-02-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

Do I attract you
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile
Am I too dirty
Am I too flirty
Do I like what you like
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
without making me try
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you walk out the door

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why dont yo like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like yourself
Should I bend over
Should I look older
just to be put on the shelf
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you walk out the door

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what
everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you walk out the door
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you walk out the door

2010-02-17T05:15:00.000-08:00

Day after day
Night after night
Time pass away
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to letting you know
I have never felt so much love before
And once again I am thinking about
If I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
If i hold you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me?

2010-02-14T07:44:00.000-08:00

start from the begining i dun give beliving in FATE a damn shit.....we can change fate........no matter wad

2010-02-10T05:29:00.000-08:00

Your name is my favourite noun, your voice is my favourite sound.
But i wont never had a chance to hear or call again....haix...why

2010-02-06T00:35:00.000-08:00

going one year older le..hiax....just thinking tat i wasted one more year...haha....hiax....

2010-01-16T07:04:00.000-08:00

我是一个寂寞的小孩，漫步于城市灰色的高架下。也许是长期在钢铁和大楼环境下生活，我的心隐隐之中已经麻木了。
在这个早就被钱洗黑的世界，
在这个以一张考卷和文凭来评估一个人的智商，判断能力等的世界,
我早已疲倦。

我可能永远进不了大学，趁着别人都在浪漫青春学那些半辈子也用不了的东西时，我有梦想，但绝不是考大学之类的，这很无聊，根本就算不上一个梦想。我想走自己的路，就算在街头卖艺，扫地洗碗，也比在这里走那一条被踩烂的安全路好。

记得有一天晚上，我无限凄凉地望着窗外雾蒙蒙的雨，沉思在过去和未知的未来中。那时心中的纠结，让我变得很无助。无力看着天上的星星，四周的漆黑让我深深的吸了口气。

十五岁的我，一切都还是朦胧诗的感觉，暧昧而模糊。每日无所事事，沉静在音乐里，沉静在故作深沉的哲学小说里，沉静在虚幻的童话里。卸去华丽的外表，我根本什么都不懂，我根本什么都不是，我不懂的追问，我不懂得坚持，我甚至分不清别人的喜怒哀乐。朦胧诗造就了我，也毁了我。

记得有人说过一个笑话。上帝说：人类总习惯把希望寄托在我身上，自己呆在一旁等待愿望的实现，但我又要寄希望于谁呢？但当我降临时你却用各种顾忌把自己围在中间，在我走时，你有大着嗓门叫唤：上帝啊。我错了。再给我一次机会吧。

再说一次，我是一个寂寞的小孩，漫步于城市灰色的高架下。

2010-01-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

new year will be better i think....-.-.....im very happy than the form teacher had been changed..overjoy ah....haha...the bkb training so tired but is useful to the skills i need...and changed sit,which was great so tat i wont sit in corner again...............................today really VERY UNHAPPY!!my hair so short still being caught by teacher....wtf la....

2009-12-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

2009-11-23T19:17:00.001-08:00

wat the....those days keep rain,rain,,,,bad days...cant go out play ball ZZZ....

2009-11-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

愿你的烦恼，随我的走远而走远；愿你的思念，随我的消失而消失；愿你在梦中，带着微笑；愿你在现实和梦中一样,带着微笑.....................must work hard 4 it...

2009-11-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

I WILL snatch back wat belongs to me...i swear......it`s going make me crazy...arghh!!!!!!!!!f***

2009-10-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

so boring.......................argh!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

2009-10-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

so cute lor...

2009-10-12T19:02:00.000-07:00

why after exam so boring de...ZZ.........first time saw my com dun feel lyk touching it......n my mum is going back china again....so it will be great n silent a week for me....whole house is under my control again!!!!...(although need to water the plant everyday n wash my clothes)n i can sleep whenever i wan...see then sun rise again..n the silent n dark night before it...hiax actually just one person also got fun wat.....just tat after the fun u have u will feel lonely n thinking abt why u r happy....快乐过后永远是............

2009-09-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

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喜欢你，不一定爱你
但爱你，就一定很喜欢你

当你站在你爱的人面前，你的心跳会加速；
当你与你爱的人四目交投，你会害羞。
　
但当你站在你喜欢的人面前，你只感到开心；
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投，你只会微笑。
　
当你与你爱的人对话，你觉得难以启齿；
当你爱的人哭，你会陪她一起哭。
　
但当你和你喜欢的人对话，你可以畅所欲言；
但当你喜欢的人哭，你会技巧的安慰她。
　
当你不想再爱一个人，你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水；
当你不想再喜欢一个人，你只要掩住双耳！
喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情
喜欢，是一种直觉
爱，是一种感觉
喜欢，可以停止
爱，没有休止
　
喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人，特别坦然
　
喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起
　
喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人，不停的为他付出
　
喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他
　
喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人，总是为他而哭
　
喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你，就一定很喜欢你
　
其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥　
但，想要迈这一步
　
就看你
是迈喜欢这一步　
还是迈爱这一步

2009-09-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

Time may heal the broken heart,time may make wound less sore,but time can never stop the longing for the loved gone before..................................................................................OMg next week got hair check,,,,,,,,hopefully can pass so wont have demeirt points n being cut by the teacher.....his skills erm....really bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lyk pulling my hair...

2009-09-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hello......lame startingZZZZZZZ
very long nv update le....too busy,,,haha busy playing coz my mum went back china again so can (crazy) again....haha....thenin the end this term`s result sucks lyk hell.....the worst mark i ever had....fail math n sciZZZZhaha then being banned 4 using com until exam over....n this will be my last time blogging in ths month le..oh ya....now i feel lyk im 70 years old liao...haha coz my teeth and mouth was injury while i was trying to save sth while playing haha....swear wont do such thing again le..not worth it...the moment i was injury my whole mouth filled with blood.............................................................n my teeth become loose....i thought i will lost it forever...:`{......then when i got home i ate the longest dinner i had ever have....40mins n it was just porridge......OMG....so pity olor....just wan to eat bread oso need to put itin small pieces first then put in mouth n oso cant bite itZZZ....haix....n this whole week was studyingZZZhaix........tv oso cant watch 4 one whole week leh......haix.........ok la.....need to sleep le lor....:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-07-31T09:03:00.000-07:00

我把你的电话从手机里消除了
我把你的消息从话题里减少了
我把你的味道用香水喷掉了
我把你的照片用全家福挡住了
你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
离开我　你会不会好一点
离开你　我却很不好
车来了　坐上你的明天
车走了　我还站在路边
风来了　云就　会少一点
你走了　我住在雨里面
............

2009-07-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

Well tomorrow maybe shaky
But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard
My love is tainted by your touch
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious you tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better man to myself
You're gonna save me from myself
................................wa sei...today oral had done quitee bad sia...hahas....first time doing 5 summary within one day n feel lyk dying...ZZZ all in my mind is just el.el.el.el.......ZZZand need to copy 弟子规...bad luck.....

2009-07-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

我最爱的人，伤我却是最深
为何你明明动了情却又不靠近
你在离开我的时候是怎样的心情呢
当我开始偷偷的想你
当我开始偷偷的哭泣
爱恋一如蟒蛇般缠紧失控的情绪
如果我们不会再相遇
你是不是就把我忘记
或许这是最好的结局
就让我偷偷的想你哭不出来
但我哭了你会回来吗
等到思念像海
淹没我而你已不在
我对你情那么深意那么浓爱那么多
但你却绝望的离开
我该不该等待
除了我别无选择
你知道吗
我只为你执著
不管喜还是悲
苦还是甜
对还是错
我揪著一颗心等待著你
等待你紧紧拥抱著我
告诉我你的心里只有我,
等待你默默凝望著我
告诉我你爱我

2009-07-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

long time nv update liao lor....being forced by someone,whose feet is so big that her footsteps on my blog...no offence at all...really hope to see 日全食however that show only show at 11 plus...too late...cant watch..so pity...i thinking in my whole life only got that chance to see ba(on tv)n now is doing the d/t things....so many pic need to find,so many words need to write.....haix....n today right after sku go do the act drawing....do until 3.30 almost late for training...(late must run for 1 or 2 hrs non-stop)crazy rite??in the end i didnt late but oso carry a empty stomach(sry if i spell wrong)....n class had a black out...haha good,hope tmor oso cant fixed so can go ava room or watever..

2009-07-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

first time noe when sick then still go to sku is so tiring....actually can dun go one lor....just dunoe y still wan to....haix...now the sci topic is getting more n more fun...good!then i can learn liao...haix the hair didnt cut to school standard oso need need dewat poing lai de..oh ya the person who cut my hair is really no good lor...cut until lyk this...hiax....

2009-07-11T09:01:00.000-07:00

see the first three damn jealous....hahha jkjk.....the rest funny ba...actually really nth to write today then post these pics de...

2009-07-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

偶然一次相遇我就喜欢上了你
每次看见你心总是跳个不停
一次次都想接近你
一次次的选择了放弃
因为不想让你的背影消失的那么急，
爱情来的不容易所以我要追你
莫名奇妙的我就开始为你奔东到西
终于和你就这样走到了一起
我们谈天我们说地
谈到最后你却给我说声我们只是陌生人而已
叫我忘记你我真的不愿意
因为你的人早已占据我的心
就这样变成回忆你怎么忍心这样匆匆里去
你难道到不知我是多么的喜欢你
一次美好的回忆就这样过去..............while tats all past le.....rite?erm....just wan to tell everyone u shall really need to go chase the one u love b4 u r too late....hahas...

2009-07-07T08:00:00.001-07:00

Today damn unlucky de....haix...my hair was cut off n it is damn short but is ok anyway.....i used to have short hair lyk this le since im in pri sku...!!!cant say who later he sue me ah....hahas.....still need to type tat eng compo haix....waste my time...n tat com in sku is so laggy until cant even log in n just wasted half n hrs just lyk this

2009-07-05T20:37:00.000-07:00

i can't take my eyes off you.
you feel like heaven to touch.
pardon the way that i stare.
there's nothing else to compare.
the thought of you leaves me weak.
there are no words left to speak.
but if you feel like i feel.
then let me know that it's real.
i love you, and if it's quite all right,
i need you to warm my lonely night. ..................................the ace-learning dame laggy........i woke up so early just wan to do tat thing and in the cant..........ZZZ sleep until 11plus better.......ZZZ

2009-07-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

牵手的時候太冷清　拥抱的時候不够靠近
说话的時候不认真　沈默的時候又太用心
我知道她不爱我　她的眼神　說出她的心
我看透了她的心　那里有別人逗留的背影
演的全是他和她的电影她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她不爱我　尽管如此　她還是贏走了我的心难道放不下你是我活该？....haix.......long time nv update liao..need to go do all the geo paper in one day..sian..mondAY still need to do the wat learning...oso must get up very early...cant sleep anymore..haix..

2009-06-26T04:35:00.000-07:00

erm...ty mei....u have finally grow taller le.....hahas...ur wish had come through....ok..now..if who can find the tat person i wan to find.....i ask do one thing 4 u...

2009-06-25T05:15:00.000-07:00

erm.....i wan to find a person......called (really will win).........haix............like diappear in my life....cant find anymore......msn oso long time nv online......haix if any one saw her name....pls tell me:)

2009-06-24T07:29:00.001-07:00

haix...very long nv update le..someone ask me what i wan to be in my next life.....i say i wan be a tree....coz一颗树一旦扎下根，就决不会动，哪怕干枯至死。我也想成为那样的树，哪怕我的爱，哪怕从此再也不能回头。erm......for someone sake....turn it into el....i dunoe f is correct.............once a tree is rooted to the ground,it never moves again,even it will die coz of no water,i still wan to be tat tree,even though my love will never come back again.............

2009-06-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

okok...........onli i noe chinese.....ur all dunoe..all f9 ma....no offence........mei..when u n zhixin then give me tat thing ah...i wait very long le leh....

2009-06-12T08:28:00.000-07:00

hi... i'm wenle...
a.k.a yaoxing's mei...

to my kor...
so now u blame me for asking u to type in english....
nut i oso bet people dont lyk chinese too
no offence!!=p
oh u oso can go my blog...
i change blogskin...

thanks

~wenle~

2009-06-01T19:24:00.001-07:00

也许爱一个人是痛苦的，被爱是幸福的。什么是爱？我想我不懂，有好多人都说我领悟了爱情，但我却不这么认为！因为我在感情的路上也是一个失败者！
　　或许，逃避和拒绝爱其实是为了爱，想爱而不能爱是在领悟爱！在爱的世界里，为爱唱悲歌的人太多太多了，爱情没有谁对谁错，只有谁不懂得珍惜谁！
　　我终于尝到了泪的苦涩，尝到了泪的无助。我，从来都不哭的我，在我放手的那一刻我却流泪了。也许我真的是伤透了心，也许是我不敢再爱了。
　　爱你需要很大的勇气，我自问我没有那么大的勇气，唯有放手！但为什么我放手的那一刻泪水却止不住的流了出来？是我爱得太深？还是我真的不爱了？
　　我第一次在感情的路上哭了，哭得是那么狼狈，那么无助。我为你付出了太多太多，你却一点也没感动过。很早以前就听过这样的一句话：落花有意，流水无情。一厢情愿的爱实在太无助了，自古多情总受伤！为什么我却还要这样无助下去？很多次我都这样问自己：是否我该放手了？你只是一只断了线的风筝，永远也回不到原点了，你将会随着风而飘扬。
　　直到泪滑下的那一刻，我才真正明白。原来你是我眼中的一滴泪，当我把那滴泪流出来，就证明了我不再爱你！证明我已经失去了你。
　　在这一望无际的世界里，我什么都可以失去，唯一不可以失去的是你，但泪水却早已不听我的使唤，不由自主地滑落了下来。我承认我太爱你，但我更希望我的爱能带给你快乐。
　　微风拂过我的脸颊，吹干了我脸上的泪水，而风，却吹不掉我的伤悲！

2009-06-01T18:40:00.000-07:00

erm........this is my sister,just born.haha.......still dun have a name yet

2009-05-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

在无数个孤独的黑夜想起自己深深爱过的人，在无数次和他离别的恶梦中惊醒，在无数个漫长的日子对他无尽的想念。难道这就是爱一个人的结果？不，我真的不甘心，他就这样离开自己，没有任何预兆的离开。心随着他走，他就这样无情的离开自己，对他说过和做过的否认。心真的好痛.如果你真的爱一个人，那么请你好好的珍惜对待她，不要总拿她和别人做比较，不要把她对你的好当然理所应当，不要在失去后才后悔，懂得珍惜，世界上没有后悔药卖。如果你现在已经有了爱的人，不要失去她.

2009-05-30T06:46:00.002-07:00

爱情是相互的，有付出就会有相应的回报
珍惜你身边的爱人，别到失去后了才知道后悔莫及。

2009-05-30T06:46:00.001-07:00

有人说
人生充满了遗憾
遗憾也是一种美

只是，这美付出的代价太昂贵
常常会心痛，常常会怀念，常常会无眠

却永永远远只能深埋心田而不许发芽

2009-05-30T06:45:00.000-07:00

付出真心　才会得到真心　
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己　
却也注定永远寂寞

如果我们之间有1000步的距离　
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

2009-05-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

想你，就这样我静静地想你
想你，却不能告诉你

想你，在静谧无声的夜里
思绪烟波雾海幻化为你的身影

想你，在清晨第一缕阳光里
密密柔柔全是你的身影

想你，在繁华闹市街头
如潮人流中来来去去都是你的身影

世界上最遥远的距离??

2009-05-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念却还是故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这股想念却还是故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

.......

2009-05-29T08:14:00.000-07:00

记得苹果树下初次相会
你乌黑的云发刚刚束起
一把雕梳斜插在头上
衬着脸庞如花似玉

你温情地伸出白皙的纤手
把苹果塞进我的怀中
那微泛红晕的秋之硕果
恰如我俩萌生的恋情

但我无意地吐出叹息
轻轻飘落在你的双鬓
欢乐的恋爱之杯
斟满你的蜜意柔情

在那片苹果树林里
有一条自然而成的小路
羞赧地向我问起
是谁最早把它踏出

2009-05-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

心中的痛，真的好痛，即使在这冰天雪地，我也感觉不到寒冷。只是心中默默地希望，希望随着这股寒风，我的伤痛也能吹走。因为它伤得我太深，太深了。。。。。

u didnt up date

2009-02-11T18:12:00.000-08:00

yo kor....
u didnt update ur blog...
( even though i didnt update too)
but pls update...

2008-12-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

so to my dearest kor...
i found out that the 'i hate u' is zhi xin...
but she got a name so dun call her paper star... ok
thanks.. =)

2008-11-12T22:21:00.001-08:00

to kor...
go to
http://6c-yzps08.us/
n resigter n u can psot any thing to keep in touch...
thanks...

2008-10-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

yo...
just wishing every one can get a good psle mark...
bye...

ok it was me... wenle...

2008-10-18T07:23:00.001-07:00

this is my cousin

seeeeee

2008-10-18T06:37:00.000-07:00